1:51am 19 sept 14; things i am tired of

  • being tired
  • stress
  • 'not enough time' mentality
  • blaming myself
  • feeling bad for wanting more
  • thinking i need more
  • maybe i do deserve more
  • not being certain of my worth
  • rude customers
  • clothes in my wardrobe that are too tight
  • feeling cold at night because im up so late that any residual heat from the air con has dissipated
  • said cold air combining with an old desk chair, resulting in a sore back every night
  • doubting my intelligence, and my choice of being at uni
  • laziness, mine and others’

in other news, i ordered 3 novellas online a few days ago and the first has arrived! been good, put it aside for after today’s exam :-)

oh yeah and

  • chemistry whipping my ass


This woman has a lot of good shit to say.

“If you repeat something over and over again it loses its meaning; You watch the sunset too often it just becomes 6 pm, you make the same mistake over and over you stop calling it a mistake. If you just wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up one day you’ll forget why”

— Phil Kaye from Repetition

“Your real first love will make you realize that your first love wasn’t really your first love.”